i realized i am an expert at a few things:
mainly i am great at internalizing my shame
with the mask that is the lack of guilt.
i will be a weeping willow wild wallflower white woman
and feel sorry for myself.
i will put salt in the wound for every word i write
and i will wait until someone reacts:
being different isn’t all that you are, but
it’s all that you write about.
why else would i write then?
i will not feel guilty for my existence as
a weeping willow wild wallflower white woman.
i will broadcast it to the world. i will
shame myself recreationally, i will
boast about it publicly, yet
i am a weeping willow wild wallflower white woman
and not a crackhead on the side of the road.
Oct 5, 2025
Oct 5, 2025 at 4:19 PM UTC
i realized i am an expert at a few things:
mainly i am great at internalizing my shame
with the mask that is the lack of guilt.
i will be a weeping willow wild wallflower white woman
and feel sorry for myself.
i will put salt in the wound for every word i write
and i will wait until someone reacts:
being different isn’t all that you are, but
it’s all that you write about.
why else would i write then?
i will not feel guilty for my existence as
a weeping willow wild wallflower white woman.
i will broadcast it to the world. i will
shame myself recreationally, i will
boast about it publicly, yet
i am a weeping willow wild wallflower white woman
and not a crackhead on the side of the road.
