It will get old, is what I am told..
You think? The time as gone by, like they said in a blink
Days you making me feel like a queen
Days that I forever lost, gone it seems to me.
I have waited, debated, and skated around you
for my tears to fall and all the time so blue
I think that its all coming to an end
Because now I don not feel like I am wanting to bend
I did not do this right and I didn't do that
I did not see it the way you see it and then you bite back
Tried to make me believe that I am not that smart
That I am like the ones you call a ***** or a ****
Or that I not going fast enough or even too slow
or maybe that I am looking too much at Bobby or Joe
or maybe that I laughed at another joke more than I laughed
at yours, at the time, I paid to much attention to them who knows, I am not sure.
Or I took it too seriously or not serious enough
I was acting to hard, or to strong, or too tough.
I forgot how to be me, but no its never your wrong
Just me looking too much into something way too strong,
In your eyes, I am acting maybe to weak, or maybe I just couldn't find
the right way....to speak?
I'm tired, I'm tired. Of being the emotional punching bag for so long
I am so tired so tired of always being wrong.
You push me away and then you pull me back, over and over until my feelings crack,
I wish you could understand, its coming to an end,
This Empath who knows this Narcissist ....will never be my friend....again...
As soon as he finds out that I will not turn around again
for him, when he calls out my name
He will make it my fault and it will be me he will blame.
They.....All the ones that have said before ..... "Don't stop, Don't turn around, just walk out that door and never look back.
PS. Do NOT REPEAT....
Oct 1, 2025
Oct 1, 2025 at 2:09 PM UTC
It will get old, is what I am told..
You think? The time as gone by, like they said in a blink
Days you making me feel like a queen
Days that I forever lost, gone it seems to me.
I have waited, debated, and skated around you
for my tears to fall and all the time so blue
I think that its all coming to an end
Because now I don not feel like I am wanting to bend
I did not do this right and I didn't do that
I did not see it the way you see it and then you bite back
Tried to make me believe that I am not that smart
That I am like the ones you call a ***** or a ****
Or that I not going fast enough or even too slow
or maybe that I am looking too much at Bobby or Joe
or maybe that I laughed at another joke more than I laughed
at yours, at the time, I paid to much attention to them who knows, I am not sure.
Or I took it too seriously or not serious enough
I was acting to hard, or to strong, or too tough.
I forgot how to be me, but no its never your wrong
Just me looking too much into something way too strong,
In your eyes, I am acting maybe to weak, or maybe I just couldn't find
the right way....to speak?
I'm tired, I'm tired. Of being the emotional punching bag for so long
I am so tired so tired of always being wrong.
You push me away and then you pull me back, over and over until my feelings crack,
I wish you could understand, its coming to an end,
This Empath who knows this Narcissist ....will never be my friend....again...
As soon as he finds out that I will not turn around again
for him, when he calls out my name
He will make it my fault and it will be me he will blame.
They.....All the ones that have said before ..... "Don't stop, Don't turn around, just walk out that door and never look back.
PS. Do NOT REPEAT....
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