Ripping skin
Bleeding heart
Intertwined as one
Yet worlds apart
Pain
Both emotional
And self inflicted
Physical
Metal
Digging deep
Tears of true,
Searing agony
I caused blood
I was in control
Finally the one
To create that hole.
Intense burns
Throbbing pain
But my eyes see
Only the gain
Not the blood
Not the scars
Just all my victories
My conquered wars.
Moans of pain
Are music to my ears
They wash away
All the fears.
The fear of being controlled
Emoting by someone elses will
The fear of not living a life of my own
My story written by anothers quill.
So I stare at the blood flowing out
With gratefulness in my eyes
For all the pain I endured
This is my prize.
Sep 13, 2025
Sep 13, 2025 at 9:48 PM UTC
Ripping skin
Bleeding heart
Intertwined as one
Yet worlds apart
Pain
Both emotional
And self inflicted
Physical
Metal
Digging deep
Tears of true,
Searing agony
I caused blood
I was in control
Finally the one
To create that hole.
Intense burns
Throbbing pain
But my eyes see
Only the gain
Not the blood
Not the scars
Just all my victories
My conquered wars.
Moans of pain
Are music to my ears
They wash away
All the fears.
The fear of being controlled
Emoting by someone elses will
The fear of not living a life of my own
My story written by anothers quill.
So I stare at the blood flowing out
With gratefulness in my eyes
For all the pain I endured
This is my prize.