Living like a doll,
my needs and inner voice uncared for,
all this time, my identity uncertain,
burdened with expectations,
I had to be perfect
In the time frame,
concealed in a glass,
everything looks so monotone,
fear of failure, crippling me away
making me lonely
That is until I saw a gaze,
so loving, It made me wonder
her cries sounding as faint,
as I felt the gap between us widening,
I want to see her again
I saw her,
nervously waiting for her turn,
I can feel her gaze on me again,
this time, I will make sure,
my voice reaches her
In the open field,
I hit the first notes,
she followed, surprising me,
her smile is my treasure
we played, we laughed, we cried,
we were happy, we got pass
She is so pure, innocent
I want to protect her at all cost,
I was called foolish,
but if I lose you,
I lose the only soft place I have left.
I want to be with you,
you are only mine,
my everything, I adore you,
you are my clematis, my purpose,
the reason for my sacrifice.
Breaking apart like a doll,
my needs and voice cared for, only by you
after all this time, Im leaving you alone,
joining you in your silent hums,
you were always perfect to me.
Jun 26, 2025
Jun 26, 2025 at 2:39 AM UTC
Living like a doll,
my needs and inner voice uncared for,
all this time, my identity uncertain,
burdened with expectations,
I had to be perfect
In the time frame,
concealed in a glass,
everything looks so monotone,
fear of failure, crippling me away
making me lonely
That is until I saw a gaze,
so loving, It made me wonder
her cries sounding as faint,
as I felt the gap between us widening,
I want to see her again
I saw her,
nervously waiting for her turn,
I can feel her gaze on me again,
this time, I will make sure,
my voice reaches her
In the open field,
I hit the first notes,
she followed, surprising me,
her smile is my treasure
we played, we laughed, we cried,
we were happy, we got pass
She is so pure, innocent
I want to protect her at all cost,
I was called foolish,
but if I lose you,
I lose the only soft place I have left.
I want to be with you,
you are only mine,
my everything, I adore you,
you are my clematis, my purpose,
the reason for my sacrifice.
Breaking apart like a doll,
my needs and voice cared for, only by you
after all this time, Im leaving you alone,
joining you in your silent hums,
you were always perfect to me.
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