A trip I take,
A dream, I break.
A normal day?
Yeah, no way...
A building anger,
A squeezing bind.
I am in danger,
Inside my mind.
I reach out for help,
My hand outstretched,
I heard you yelp,
My stomach wretched.
I flee in fear.
My world gone dark.
Now, it is oh so clear,
I had let out a vile bark.
My words you mistook,
My tone you didn't know.
My energy is all it took,
So now I should go...
Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 1:47 AM UTC
A trip I take,
A dream, I break.
A normal day?
Yeah, no way...
A building anger,
A squeezing bind.
I am in danger,
Inside my mind.
I reach out for help,
My hand outstretched,
I heard you yelp,
My stomach wretched.
I flee in fear.
My world gone dark.
Now, it is oh so clear,
I had let out a vile bark.
My words you mistook,
My tone you didn't know.
My energy is all it took,
So now I should go...
I had a health scare and went to the hospital, I was dismissed and sent home... I came home and my BP bottomed out. I was angry that I still have to pay the hospital after they dismissed my symptoms... So I used the same norepinephrine (I'm assuming, I haven't gone to a Dr because of it) that my body naturally produces a lot of, and which also helped bring me back (with me also calling in my "chit" with the man upstairs) and I wasn't kind to them... I exploded... in my "depression", as I believe you call it, I self reflected... and that's when I started thinking I might have a norepinephrine "dumping" problem... because i was FIGHTING with my words... but I was terrified of them, and in my head, I was FLEEING from them as far away as I could get... but I was FROZEN, as my EMS training taught me, and I still went to work...
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