i haven't been that person
who talks and laugh confidently
nor have i been that person
who is outgoing and cheerful
though i have once been
but it's all over now
i hate myself for the person i've become
a pathetic loner and an awkward seal
the words i tell myself
are the most cruel and harsh
others see me as
the girl who is quite, awkward and shy
innocent, smart and annoyingly kind
to some others
i was respected in school
in a way that they wouldnt even crack a joke
without getting the feeling
i would be affected by it
i dont know how i seem to them
but it is something i seem to care most
the impression of others;
though i dont know why
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 11:06 AM UTC
i haven't been that person
who talks and laugh confidently
nor have i been that person
who is outgoing and cheerful
though i have once been
but it's all over now
i hate myself for the person i've become
a pathetic loner and an awkward seal
the words i tell myself
are the most cruel and harsh
others see me as
the girl who is quite, awkward and shy
innocent, smart and annoyingly kind
to some others
i was respected in school
in a way that they wouldnt even crack a joke
without getting the feeling
i would be affected by it
i dont know how i seem to them
but it is something i seem to care most
the impression of others;
though i dont know why
