She was the reason I stayed alive
I had her she seemed to be listening
but she wasn't
We laughed and talked but she wasn't listening
More people are important to her but not me
She doesn't understand
The tears she has made me cry
the way she had made me give up
My dreams faded
I just wanted her to listen
She lied to me
She despises me
and claims i'm lying to my self
I don't know any more
and the knife the feeling of the knife pressing against my skin
To kick the chair
To swallow down a months worth of my ocd pills
I have no one
why am I here
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 2:29 AM UTC
She was the reason I stayed alive
I had her she seemed to be listening
but she wasn't
We laughed and talked but she wasn't listening
More people are important to her but not me
She doesn't understand
The tears she has made me cry
the way she had made me give up
My dreams faded
I just wanted her to listen
She lied to me
She despises me
and claims i'm lying to my self
I don't know any more
and the knife the feeling of the knife pressing against my skin
To kick the chair
To swallow down a months worth of my ocd pills
I have no one
why am I here
