When the yellow/green face
of this furnace valley is smudged
with summer's first rain runs
I dream about dad again:
7 years since that hospital bed
in Georgetown where he turned
to wax and I turned to water.
In the dream I was so small,
he took me to his old '80s office,
the tan portable in the field where
everything was cheap wood panels,
thin mouse-brown temp carpet.
He sat me down by his blackboard,
jotted with number theory,
& left to retrieve a book he needed.
I sat among the dry sun and dust
until I realized I was an adult now.
Eventually a man came to the door,
& said "why are you still here?
Your dad died years ago,
& we need the room."
Jun 3, 2025
Jun 3, 2025 at 7:10 PM UTC
When the yellow/green face
of this furnace valley is smudged
with summer's first rain runs
I dream about dad again:
7 years since that hospital bed
in Georgetown where he turned
to wax and I turned to water.
In the dream I was so small,
he took me to his old '80s office,
the tan portable in the field where
everything was cheap wood panels,
thin mouse-brown temp carpet.
He sat me down by his blackboard,
jotted with number theory,
& left to retrieve a book he needed.
I sat among the dry sun and dust
until I realized I was an adult now.
Eventually a man came to the door,
& said "why are you still here?
Your dad died years ago,
& we need the room."
