I found myself again
looking in the mirror
Wouldn’t have expected it
But I think I’ve made peace with myself
(I hope you can too)
Learned lessons
(If she wanted to she would)
And trying not to fall into old habits
Cutting the cord
I hope it doesn’t seem cold
It’s all love, baby
Reminding myself why I’m doing this when the silence digs a pit in my stomach
So when my friends ask about you I don’t have to give an I don’t know
And the pain that comes with that
Hated learning my anger is just like my father’s
There’s nothing more I want to do than cut and run
But I’m trying to be patient
I refuse to beg or wait around for crumbs
So I remind myself every fifteen minutes that I’m young, hot, and educated
Nothing but net
May 31, 2025
May 31, 2025 at 2:28 AM UTC
I found myself again
looking in the mirror
Wouldn’t have expected it
But I think I’ve made peace with myself
(I hope you can too)
Learned lessons
(If she wanted to she would)
And trying not to fall into old habits
Cutting the cord
I hope it doesn’t seem cold
It’s all love, baby
Reminding myself why I’m doing this when the silence digs a pit in my stomach
So when my friends ask about you I don’t have to give an I don’t know
And the pain that comes with that
Hated learning my anger is just like my father’s
There’s nothing more I want to do than cut and run
But I’m trying to be patient
I refuse to beg or wait around for crumbs
So I remind myself every fifteen minutes that I’m young, hot, and educated
Nothing but net
I’ll finish grad school and start to have good days. You’ll walk the dogs in circles on the west side highway.
