I walk into my room
and sit down.
But there’s nothing to feel.
Not pain.
Not peace.
Just absence
heavy and hollow.
I don’t know who I am anymore.
My hands shake.
My legs won’t still.
My heart drums
like I’m being hunted
by something I can’t see.
I thought I was strong.
I thought I could survive
being the one left behind.
But everyone I loved
they left with parts of me.
And all their promises
were blades in disguise.
Now,
alone in this dim-lit room,
I remember:
I am only human.
Not unbreakable.
Not fine.
Just pretending.
But slowly,
so slowly…
the mask slips.
The strength drains.
And I sink
to the floor,
fingers grasping
what’s no longer there.
I try to hold on
but more and more,
it all slips through.
Everything’s slipping.
And I…
I can’t go on.
No more fighting.
No more trying.
I’m—
I’m simply crying.
And everything about me
is finally
dying.
May 11, 2025
May 11, 2025 at 8:31 AM UTC
I walk into my room
and sit down.
But there’s nothing to feel.
Not pain.
Not peace.
Just absence
heavy and hollow.
I don’t know who I am anymore.
My hands shake.
My legs won’t still.
My heart drums
like I’m being hunted
by something I can’t see.
I thought I was strong.
I thought I could survive
being the one left behind.
But everyone I loved
they left with parts of me.
And all their promises
were blades in disguise.
Now,
alone in this dim-lit room,
I remember:
I am only human.
Not unbreakable.
Not fine.
Just pretending.
But slowly,
so slowly…
the mask slips.
The strength drains.
And I sink
to the floor,
fingers grasping
what’s no longer there.
I try to hold on
but more and more,
it all slips through.
Everything’s slipping.
And I…
I can’t go on.
No more fighting.
No more trying.
I’m—
I’m simply crying.
And everything about me
is finally
dying.
