how long,
have I spent,
denying,
what cannot be denied,
how long,
have I spent,
trying,
what should not be tried,
how long,
have I spent,
lying,
to myself,
convinced these truths were lies?
how long,
have I spent,
denying,
what cannot be denied,
how long,
have I spent,
trying,
what should not be tried,
how long,
have I spent,
lying,
to myself,
convinced these truths were lies?