“I enjoy our time but it feels temporary and conditional, I want you but I don’t need you. I will keep pushing you away. We are quite different so it isn’t that hard to think you’d agree.” are the words I cannot bring myself to say.
My hip bones no longer ache for him. I am sinking into the feeling of accepting myself and where I’m at, but I didn’t think to check for passengers on deck. I am a boat and the shore is never where I was meant to be.
Apr 9, 2025
Apr 9, 2025 at 12:09 AM UTC
“I enjoy our time but it feels temporary and conditional, I want you but I don’t need you. I will keep pushing you away. We are quite different so it isn’t that hard to think you’d agree.” are the words I cannot bring myself to say.
My hip bones no longer ache for him. I am sinking into the feeling of accepting myself and where I’m at, but I didn’t think to check for passengers on deck. I am a boat and the shore is never where I was meant to be.
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