I
Am
Mean
That's what I tell myself when something goes wrong.
It's the gum under my shoe that sticks to my brain, clogging my throat so I can't choke it o u t .
I am mean,
but what does mean actually m e a n ?
I guess I was never really taught, so now it's defined by my flaws.
And now my flaws define me.
I am my mental health.
I am my trauma.
I. Am. Mean.
My actions morph into my mind,
These thoughts that are no longer mine.
I am the problem.
I.
Am.
Mean.
Mar 21, 2025
Mar 21, 2025 at 12:03 AM UTC
I
Am
Mean
That's what I tell myself when something goes wrong.
It's the gum under my shoe that sticks to my brain, clogging my throat so I can't choke it o u t .
I am mean,
but what does mean actually m e a n ?
I guess I was never really taught, so now it's defined by my flaws.
And now my flaws define me.
I am my mental health.
I am my trauma.
I. Am. Mean.
My actions morph into my mind,
These thoughts that are no longer mine.
I am the problem.
I.
Am.
Mean.
