I wish i could open up a bottle
and bring myself right back into the times
when i saw you as God, and myself a prophet,
and crawled to your house on the broken glass
of the bottles I'd had, so often, before.
It's such a novelty -
not dragging my bleeding self across the floor,
not seeing, in that trail of red, the springing stems
of hemlock breaking ground, to prove my loyalty
to yet another God who has abandoned men.
/in the jacket of evening mist
i hear vagabonds eating rats.
I remember when being missed
felt like getting a dose of crack./
When choosing to live loved or be dismissed,
i now think that i should have picked the latter,
/there's no misfortune when it comes to fate/
for love is just another form of cancer
that you would only find when it's too late.
Mar 11, 2025
Mar 11, 2025 at 4:20 AM UTC
I wish i could open up a bottle
and bring myself right back into the times
when i saw you as God, and myself a prophet,
and crawled to your house on the broken glass
of the bottles I'd had, so often, before.
It's such a novelty -
not dragging my bleeding self across the floor,
not seeing, in that trail of red, the springing stems
of hemlock breaking ground, to prove my loyalty
to yet another God who has abandoned men.
/in the jacket of evening mist
i hear vagabonds eating rats.
I remember when being missed
felt like getting a dose of crack./
When choosing to live loved or be dismissed,
i now think that i should have picked the latter,
/there's no misfortune when it comes to fate/
for love is just another form of cancer
that you would only find when it's too late.
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