I am sick because of you both
Every particulate matter in my body
Every day of my life
I will blame you both
For my unending sadness
And because I have some heart
Some to keep me alive
Some to care for the gift of life
I can never tell you how I feel
But I blame your ignorance and cruelty
And also because
I have some spirit in me
I did not and do not want to die yet
Even if I hate myself
More than I have come to despise you
I regret at my nomadic life
Why did I leave myself to escape you?
Because after all the pain and fire
It feels like you never left
As I keep trying to crawl away
There is no air to breath
There is no help in sight
There no hope rope to grab
I await my courage
To let me go
Feb 6, 2025
Feb 6, 2025 at 2:05 AM UTC
I am sick because of you both
Every particulate matter in my body
Every day of my life
I will blame you both
For my unending sadness
And because I have some heart
Some to keep me alive
Some to care for the gift of life
I can never tell you how I feel
But I blame your ignorance and cruelty
And also because
I have some spirit in me
I did not and do not want to die yet
Even if I hate myself
More than I have come to despise you
I regret at my nomadic life
Why did I leave myself to escape you?
Because after all the pain and fire
It feels like you never left
As I keep trying to crawl away
There is no air to breath
There is no help in sight
There no hope rope to grab
I await my courage
To let me go
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