I saw a grown-up tonight for the first time.
I had seen her before
Seen her born
after three days of trying
and wrapped
in a warm blanket with just her little face
poking out.
Seen the elation in her face
when she realized she had walked
from her mother
to me
for the first time without her toy shopping cart
in front of her
for support
Seen her first day nursery school
of kindergarten
of new schools in a new town
of High School
of College
Seen her stoically sitting in my mother's chair
in the living room of the house where I had grown up
saying goodbye
to her grandmother
for one last time
Seen her arrive home with a learner's permit
then with a driver's license
and later
leave the driveway
in grandma's green Subaru
her's now.
Seen her grow for 18 years
but tonight
sitting across the table
at a packed restaurant with lousy parking
in Ithaca New York
I saw and heard a grown-up
for the first time
and with that
the little girl
with the toy shopping cart
was gone.
Oct 25, 2013
Oct 25, 2013 at 11:14 PM UTC
I saw a grown-up tonight for the first time.
I had seen her before
Seen her born
after three days of trying
and wrapped
in a warm blanket with just her little face
poking out.
Seen the elation in her face
when she realized she had walked
from her mother
to me
for the first time without her toy shopping cart
in front of her
for support
Seen her first day nursery school
of kindergarten
of new schools in a new town
of High School
of College
Seen her stoically sitting in my mother's chair
in the living room of the house where I had grown up
saying goodbye
to her grandmother
for one last time
Seen her arrive home with a learner's permit
then with a driver's license
and later
leave the driveway
in grandma's green Subaru
her's now.
Seen her grow for 18 years
but tonight
sitting across the table
at a packed restaurant with lousy parking
in Ithaca New York
I saw and heard a grown-up
for the first time
and with that
the little girl
with the toy shopping cart
was gone.
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