I feel like a little kid again
Not really fitting in
Wondering why no one likes me
Not talking
Feeling invisible
Not having friends
I do have friends
But are they noticing
That I'm eight years old again?
That I feel like they are gonna leave me?
Like my only friend I had back then?
I'm just a hurt little kid again
Who's scared of the world and doesn't want
to go to school
because they will just end up zoning out
the entire day
But at the same time I'm older
I know more of the world
The world who is now even scarier
A world I don't want to stay in
But I have to
Everyone has to
I am a little kid again
But this time
I just want to disappear
Because I know
Growing up isn't gonna make everything better
So it's better to just
stop trying
Dec 13, 2024
Dec 13, 2024 at 12:47 PM UTC
I feel like a little kid again
Not really fitting in
Wondering why no one likes me
Not talking
Feeling invisible
Not having friends
I do have friends
But are they noticing
That I'm eight years old again?
That I feel like they are gonna leave me?
Like my only friend I had back then?
I'm just a hurt little kid again
Who's scared of the world and doesn't want
to go to school
because they will just end up zoning out
the entire day
But at the same time I'm older
I know more of the world
The world who is now even scarier
A world I don't want to stay in
But I have to
Everyone has to
I am a little kid again
But this time
I just want to disappear
Because I know
Growing up isn't gonna make everything better
So it's better to just
stop trying