tear it from my body- inky tendril by tendril
fused into my spine- commanding me when I'm nervous
I'm swinging from a pendulum, so high I'd crack my skull if I fell
choke it down so far down- the black phlegm that lines my lungs
that spit soaked yarn expanding- and collapsing with my breathing
I laugh behind a palm that hides black spores
eyes so dead behind my smiles
coughing- spitting up tar so vile it nauseates
I sleep with all the shards haunting my peripheral
fragmented memories pungent with
emotions I can't soak off
scrub and scrub- wish to rinse off down a drain
how is no one else seeing the stains-
that coat my skin in layers of ink
dripping from my skin and splashing with every step I take
Nov 5, 2024
Nov 5, 2024 at 5:59 AM UTC
tear it from my body- inky tendril by tendril
fused into my spine- commanding me when I'm nervous
I'm swinging from a pendulum, so high I'd crack my skull if I fell
choke it down so far down- the black phlegm that lines my lungs
that spit soaked yarn expanding- and collapsing with my breathing
I laugh behind a palm that hides black spores
eyes so dead behind my smiles
coughing- spitting up tar so vile it nauseates
I sleep with all the shards haunting my peripheral
fragmented memories pungent with
emotions I can't soak off
scrub and scrub- wish to rinse off down a drain
how is no one else seeing the stains-
that coat my skin in layers of ink
dripping from my skin and splashing with every step I take
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