Love...
the source of my happiness,
the source of my pain
A drug that causes the highest of highs
While also causing the hardest crashes
I love it
I hate it
I cant decide how I feel about it
She confuses me
Or am I the one looking for complications
"You just afraid of commitment"
Well perhaps...
I'm afraid of being committed to the wrong one
I'm afraid of hurting again...
Placing my trust in someone
Just so they can shatter it in a moment
Love for those that are insecure is such an excruciating experience
I envy those that are secure
To be able to love without the fear of betrayal
To be able to set boundaries without the fear of being left alone
Yet I can't live without love
I prefer to be alone
Yet don't want to be alone
the source of my happiness,
the source of my pain
Love...
Oct 21, 2024
Oct 21, 2024 at 6:21 PM UTC
Love...
the source of my happiness,
the source of my pain
A drug that causes the highest of highs
While also causing the hardest crashes
I love it
I hate it
I cant decide how I feel about it
She confuses me
Or am I the one looking for complications
"You just afraid of commitment"
Well perhaps...
I'm afraid of being committed to the wrong one
I'm afraid of hurting again...
Placing my trust in someone
Just so they can shatter it in a moment
Love for those that are insecure is such an excruciating experience
I envy those that are secure
To be able to love without the fear of betrayal
To be able to set boundaries without the fear of being left alone
Yet I can't live without love
I prefer to be alone
Yet don't want to be alone
the source of my happiness,
the source of my pain
Love...
