I want to love you so bad.
but between all these entangled fear and insecurities lurks these grief and anxiety..
and there I was — sitting in the middle. Cradled by this fortress I made.
Believe me I’m dying to love you so bad..
But forgive me love..
that I hate myself
so much
more than I could ever love.
Aug 23, 2025
Aug 23, 2025 at 10:55 AM UTC
I want to love you so bad.
but between all these entangled fear and insecurities lurks these grief and anxiety..
and there I was — sitting in the middle. Cradled by this fortress I made.
Believe me I’m dying to love you so bad..
But forgive me love..
that I hate myself
so much
more than I could ever love.
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