Why didn't you get it?
You just thought it was one of my phases
But on the inside I knew I was going crazy
Why didn't you understand me?
Oh the irony of that statement.
That you can understand the children with the needs of the special needs
But you cant understand your own child
Who's brain functions and cooperates
Quite clearly
She is calling out for help
But you cant see that
Now she is crying out to you from her hospital bed.
From her asylum.
Bruised around her neck.
Scars across her wrist.
Scratched up and down her arms.
Cut to deep,
In a coma from the draining of her sweet crimson.
Because she let the pain tear through her.
She let it tear though her....
And it threw her
Over the edge
I am pouring out to you through this poem.
Before I let my pain
Push me over
And I Am crying silently to myself in my asylum.
From the scars down my wrist
And the painkillers that were once in my hand
In my coma
Because I let the pain tear through me
And I've become this person I can no longer control.
I could never control myself.
So please
At my funeral I want all of you to see rainbows
And I'll see you in white
When you meet me
In heaven
© 2013 Kendra Bowman
Oct 7, 2013
Oct 7, 2013 at 12:24 AM UTC
Why didn't you get it?
You just thought it was one of my phases
But on the inside I knew I was going crazy
Why didn't you understand me?
Oh the irony of that statement.
That you can understand the children with the needs of the special needs
But you cant understand your own child
Who's brain functions and cooperates
Quite clearly
She is calling out for help
But you cant see that
Now she is crying out to you from her hospital bed.
From her asylum.
Bruised around her neck.
Scars across her wrist.
Scratched up and down her arms.
Cut to deep,
In a coma from the draining of her sweet crimson.
Because she let the pain tear through her.
She let it tear though her....
And it threw her
Over the edge
I am pouring out to you through this poem.
Before I let my pain
Push me over
And I Am crying silently to myself in my asylum.
From the scars down my wrist
And the painkillers that were once in my hand
In my coma
Because I let the pain tear through me
And I've become this person I can no longer control.
I could never control myself.
So please
At my funeral I want all of you to see rainbows
And I'll see you in white
When you meet me
In heaven
© 2013 Kendra Bowman
