The girl next to me
Hasn’t made eye contact
This whole ride
We haven’t exchanged words,
So I review my own.
Oh the words of a younger me!
Scratch a dent in the sand
Before the tide comes in
Tickling my mind and
A little grating
But still cute and quaint
A heart drawn with a stick
Before being washed away
Oh the body of an older me!
I am too aware of
Growing moles
And fat
A stereotype wrapped in personality
cracking as the story of me
Slowly sets in
Oh the idea of future me!
who knows the amount of blank left
to fill?
I know nothing but that
Slowly
I am learning
To take up space
This train keeps stopping
And we are granted
views of construction trucks
Pallets
Stone walls
And our own thoughts
Bodies shrugged over seats like sweaters
Boredom leaking out through pores
Flooding this compartment
As stagnant as a puddle
Yet,
Being a passenger
The view ever shifting scenery
somehow
stills time for me
Making space for sentimentality
Contemplating
Loving deeply now
scraps of fabric
Seeming so unimportant on their own
But together forming a quilt
Who knew? My love language is
Sewing
Piecing together
Quiet moments
Cleaning sinks of dishes
Scheduling our dreams
Making fun of reality Tv
Trivia
- don’t forget missionary
Made less and less of grand adventure
And more of our home
While these dreams once seemed
So small they serve
To cover us
And keep us warm
Through the winter of the world.
Oct 23, 2023
Oct 23, 2023 at 4:22 PM UTC
The girl next to me
Hasn’t made eye contact
This whole ride
We haven’t exchanged words,
So I review my own.
Oh the words of a younger me!
Scratch a dent in the sand
Before the tide comes in
Tickling my mind and
A little grating
But still cute and quaint
A heart drawn with a stick
Before being washed away
Oh the body of an older me!
I am too aware of
Growing moles
And fat
A stereotype wrapped in personality
cracking as the story of me
Slowly sets in
Oh the idea of future me!
who knows the amount of blank left
to fill?
I know nothing but that
Slowly
I am learning
To take up space
This train keeps stopping
And we are granted
views of construction trucks
Pallets
Stone walls
And our own thoughts
Bodies shrugged over seats like sweaters
Boredom leaking out through pores
Flooding this compartment
As stagnant as a puddle
Yet,
Being a passenger
The view ever shifting scenery
somehow
stills time for me
Making space for sentimentality
Contemplating
Loving deeply now
scraps of fabric
Seeming so unimportant on their own
But together forming a quilt
Who knew? My love language is
Sewing
Piecing together
Quiet moments
Cleaning sinks of dishes
Scheduling our dreams
Making fun of reality Tv
Trivia
- don’t forget missionary
Made less and less of grand adventure
And more of our home
While these dreams once seemed
So small they serve
To cover us
And keep us warm
Through the winter of the world.
On a train ride, thinking about how different I am now, and how much my dreams have changed. I love trains. I wish the person next to me would acknowledge me.
