everyone was dancing
having fun
not caring about
anything.
but i stood still,
scared of the voices,
feeling like i didn't
fit in.
when he bent
down to kiss me,
i pulled back.
i felt bad but....
i just couldn't.
all i do is hurt people
and I'm so sick of it.
i cant even be happy
at my own homecoming
dance.
he told me to have
a good time because
everything gets better.
but they don't,
its only for a little
while that
they do.
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 10:38 AM UTC
everyone was dancing
having fun
not caring about
anything.
but i stood still,
scared of the voices,
feeling like i didn't
fit in.
when he bent
down to kiss me,
i pulled back.
i felt bad but....
i just couldn't.
all i do is hurt people
and I'm so sick of it.
i cant even be happy
at my own homecoming
dance.
he told me to have
a good time because
everything gets better.
but they don't,
its only for a little
while that
they do.
i cried and relapsed the other night because i knew this would happen. i just knew.
