it’s been so long since i’ve written about you.
maybe i am too preoccupied on what’s happening daily
but yes, let’s take it as a positive note
however, there are still days where i crave your presence
how we talked nonchalantly
i miss you, really.
it still hurts that i've lost you
but not only did i lost you,
but i also lost the guts and courage to talk to you.
you assured me nothing will change.
but the change i’ve seen and felt is drastic.
i can’t talk to you in a free and careless manner anymore.
i can’t consider you my safe space now.
don’t get me wrong, i still feel safe with you.
but not like i used to.
Jul 9, 2023
Jul 9, 2023 at 7:13 AM UTC
it’s been so long since i’ve written about you.
maybe i am too preoccupied on what’s happening daily
but yes, let’s take it as a positive note
however, there are still days where i crave your presence
how we talked nonchalantly
i miss you, really.
it still hurts that i've lost you
but not only did i lost you,
but i also lost the guts and courage to talk to you.
you assured me nothing will change.
but the change i’ve seen and felt is drastic.
i can’t talk to you in a free and careless manner anymore.
i can’t consider you my safe space now.
don’t get me wrong, i still feel safe with you.
but not like i used to.