couldn't really love you anymore
you've become my achilles heel
i won't say its a chore
to lose how i feel
but i couldn't love you anymore
when i didn't want to love myself anymore
no gestures that are grand
please understand
this is not a goodbye
my eyes are bone dry
and i suppose 'couldn't'
was really more of a 'shouldn't'
or perhaps a 'wouldn't'
in the sense that
i could love you
and do not (my choice)
i am my heart's own autocrat
it's not a sad blue
in some odd way, i rejoice
(to me, he is dear,
but myself is dearer)
Jun 23, 2023
Jun 23, 2023 at 9:55 AM UTC
couldn't really love you anymore
you've become my achilles heel
i won't say its a chore
to lose how i feel
but i couldn't love you anymore
when i didn't want to love myself anymore
no gestures that are grand
please understand
this is not a goodbye
my eyes are bone dry
and i suppose 'couldn't'
was really more of a 'shouldn't'
or perhaps a 'wouldn't'
in the sense that
i could love you
and do not (my choice)
i am my heart's own autocrat
it's not a sad blue
in some odd way, i rejoice
(to me, he is dear,
but myself is dearer)
the quote from the bottom was found on tiktok but we can pretend it was all me.