it's dusty, i swipe grime off my skin
my memories piled up in stacks of
knick-knacks, yellowed notebook pages,
and drawings from when i was twelve
i haven't cleaned my room in a year
too scared, anxious
to touch anything
the fear of breaking my fragile sense of identity
that i've clung to
it's desperate, lonely
sleeping in a dusty room
i wipe the sweat from my forehead
cobwebs weave through my strands
clinging in clumps as i
rummage through my belongings
i hadn't seen these things in a while
remnants of when i was
happier, even though i said i wasn't
i'm a year older again
and soon i will be years and years older
and i will leave this room behind
for now,
as i stay for
a little bit longer
let me revert back into
the child i was.
May 26, 2023
May 26, 2023 at 6:54 AM UTC
it's dusty, i swipe grime off my skin
my memories piled up in stacks of
knick-knacks, yellowed notebook pages,
and drawings from when i was twelve
i haven't cleaned my room in a year
too scared, anxious
to touch anything
the fear of breaking my fragile sense of identity
that i've clung to
it's desperate, lonely
sleeping in a dusty room
i wipe the sweat from my forehead
cobwebs weave through my strands
clinging in clumps as i
rummage through my belongings
i hadn't seen these things in a while
remnants of when i was
happier, even though i said i wasn't
i'm a year older again
and soon i will be years and years older
and i will leave this room behind
for now,
as i stay for
a little bit longer
let me revert back into
the child i was.
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