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# I am tired,  and just now laying down in my bed.. I can't believe I can finally get some rest. What a day, sweetie. You were on my mind  all day and I could  feel the tender-hearted sadness and vulnerability welling up in you.. So very interesting that it has gone this route.. and the gates open back up, but with a well-oiled  swing this time... And you are wondering if there is really enough love available to  truly save a person..  And you gasp out loud as I pull you  close to me, as if you did not know that was something that could even be done in this world-- my hand to the small of your back as my mouth presses  softly to the side of your face.. and I whisper words of warm,  loving support, deeply into you--   tears..  streaming down your beautiful face     as your whole body trembles. *"This kind of world is so unfamiliar to me, I don't even know how to be right now..   And just as much..    I have no idea how or what to feel.   I've been crying a lot--  over all the things I've had to face.. along with all of these changes. And when I told you that I missed you.. I really meant it.       ..But then you hurt me bad.. real bad"* You are angry and still hurt. but you can't stop pulling at my shirt-- clenched in your hand, at my chest.. so much  that you are about to tear my buttons. *"Why do you do that to me when I need you so much..   why.. when I open up and trust       and need you the most,               why do you do that?"* You are shaking me with both fists  now but there is still the look  of deep love in your eyes..  and as they look directly into mine, your tears of anger and hurt  give way to the overwhelming desire to press  up against me.. and have me kiss you   deeply.     Looming overhead     is my cloud-incased,  need     to  not  cast a vote  on the     current status-quo..      ..To  not  call today--       'everything we've worked toward       until today,  is enough' ***"You will  end up in my bed, beautiful girl.. and we'll be together-- pushing forward,  pushing  in to..    everything that you have taken in,    so far.. ..But I am scared shitless  of the ever-limiting nature  the threat of mundaneness  brings about by complacency within the inner-self.. ..And so with you, my beautiful.. I light a skyrocket under  that gorgeous, sweet *** of yours..     And throughout  the cosmos     And into the Realms  you shoot.. .. But am I not  always  the one who catches you before you fully fall-- scary as the unfair launch into the sky is.. I have always, always  caught you."*** *"You have, Paul. I'm going to fall in love  with you harder than I ever have in my life because of who you have been to me throughout the years.. ..But one day.. I'm gonna stand up and punch you--  right in the nose..    ..then leave..    because of  h o w  you  have     been to me throughout the years."* ***"Damm right you will, Babe. Now get the ****  over here              and give me a kiss..       ..And you       have to pretend like you like it, too.."*** *"I'm still mad at you Paul.. and you're such a pervert.  But I know how much you love these,   so I want to show them to you"* --As you gently  pull on your  cute, flowery black dress's belt.. it slowly unwraps  and falls down, onto the grass.. My eyes are staring at your beautiful body..      that absolutely perfect skin.. those lusciously-gorgeous  ******* the curve of those hips,  the shape of your thighs..     "Do you like what you see?" **"Ah, Babe..     more than I have words for."** (but you see.. there's still this thing I do..) #
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Apr 15, 2023
Apr 15, 2023 at 8:09 PM UTC
in the wires..
# I am tired,  and just now laying down in my bed.. I can't believe I can finally get some rest. What a day, sweetie. You were on my mind  all day and I could  feel the tender-hearted sadness and vulnerability welling up in you.. So very interesting that it has gone this route.. and the gates open back up, but with a well-oiled  swing this time... And you are wondering if there is really enough love available to  truly save a person..  And you gasp out loud as I pull you  close to me, as if you did not know that was something that could even be done in this world-- my hand to the small of your back as my mouth presses  softly to the side of your face.. and I whisper words of warm,  loving support, deeply into you--   tears..  streaming down your beautiful face     as your whole body trembles. *"This kind of world is so unfamiliar to me, I don't even know how to be right now..   And just as much..    I have no idea how or what to feel.   I've been crying a lot--  over all the things I've had to face.. along with all of these changes. And when I told you that I missed you.. I really meant it.       ..But then you hurt me bad.. real bad"* You are angry and still hurt. but you can't stop pulling at my shirt-- clenched in your hand, at my chest.. so much  that you are about to tear my buttons. *"Why do you do that to me when I need you so much..   why.. when I open up and trust       and need you the most,               why do you do that?"* You are shaking me with both fists  now but there is still the look  of deep love in your eyes..  and as they look directly into mine, your tears of anger and hurt  give way to the overwhelming desire to press  up against me.. and have me kiss you   deeply.     Looming overhead     is my cloud-incased,  need     to  not  cast a vote  on the     current status-quo..      ..To  not  call today--       'everything we've worked toward       until today,  is enough' ***"You will  end up in my bed, beautiful girl.. and we'll be together-- pushing forward,  pushing  in to..    everything that you have taken in,    so far.. ..But I am scared shitless  of the ever-limiting nature  the threat of mundaneness  brings about by complacency within the inner-self.. ..And so with you, my beautiful.. I light a skyrocket under  that gorgeous, sweet *** of yours..     And throughout  the cosmos     And into the Realms  you shoot.. .. But am I not  always  the one who catches you before you fully fall-- scary as the unfair launch into the sky is.. I have always, always  caught you."*** *"You have, Paul. I'm going to fall in love  with you harder than I ever have in my life because of who you have been to me throughout the years.. ..But one day.. I'm gonna stand up and punch you--  right in the nose..    ..then leave..    because of  h o w  you  have     been to me throughout the years."* ***"Damm right you will, Babe. Now get the ****  over here              and give me a kiss..       ..And you       have to pretend like you like it, too.."*** *"I'm still mad at you Paul.. and you're such a pervert.  But I know how much you love these,   so I want to show them to you"* --As you gently  pull on your  cute, flowery black dress's belt.. it slowly unwraps  and falls down, onto the grass.. My eyes are staring at your beautiful body..      that absolutely perfect skin.. those lusciously-gorgeous  ******* the curve of those hips,  the shape of your thighs..     "Do you like what you see?" **"Ah, Babe..     more than I have words for."** (but you see.. there's still this thing I do..) #
xoxoxo I am a lineman for the county And I drive the main road Searchin' in the Sun for another overload I hear you singing in the wire.. I can hear you through the whine And the Wichita lineman Is still on the line I know I need a small vacation But it don't look like rain And if it snows that stretch down South Won't ever stand the strain And I need you more than want you And I want you for all time And the Wichita lineman Is still on the line https://youtu.be/pqv0sHnD2cw I really was trained as a mercenary, not as a cook.
#love#childhoodtrauma#pain#healing#sovereignty#connectivity#dancewithme#eternity
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Apr 15, 2023
Apr 15, 2023 at 8:09 PM UTC
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