we don’t hold hands
but it’s okay
i build back my
own heart to not
burden you with
expectations
i rear-end an old man
on the way to your house
my heart keeps beating
even when the car turns
off and when i look at you
it doesn’t stop stuttering
i’m so wound tight
but the hours grow softly
into one another until i have
to remind myself to wind up again:
i need to leave, so i shroud
myself in a satin second skin
perfect for saying good
bye
i drive away
we didn’t kiss
that’s okay
there are no
expectations
my gut twists
painfully as i’ve
always wished i
could be more
bold
i sleep fast
caught between
two mountainsides
and there’s no time
to ask myself when
it’ll all end
Jan 3, 2023
Jan 3, 2023 at 1:32 PM UTC
we don’t hold hands
but it’s okay
i build back my
own heart to not
burden you with
expectations
i rear-end an old man
on the way to your house
my heart keeps beating
even when the car turns
off and when i look at you
it doesn’t stop stuttering
i’m so wound tight
but the hours grow softly
into one another until i have
to remind myself to wind up again:
i need to leave, so i shroud
myself in a satin second skin
perfect for saying good
bye
i drive away
we didn’t kiss
that’s okay
there are no
expectations
my gut twists
painfully as i’ve
always wished i
could be more
bold
i sleep fast
caught between
two mountainsides
and there’s no time
to ask myself when
it’ll all end
