I'm driving myself crazy...
the tape in my head
is not my friend
and has a vile...
wicked sense of humor.
It would be easier for me...
to wreath in the ugly truth
of this whole mess...
than to listen
to the evil little voice
spouting
worst case senerios.
I am stronger
than I wish to be...
more resiliant than
is even fair,
so trust that I can handle
whatever you dish out.
What I CAN"T handle...
is my self doubt and wondering
always judging ...critisizing
re-adjusting
without really knowing
....just in case
Geese....
I'm driving myself crazy
waiting for you to let me know
what it is
that I did wrong....
Sep 21, 2013
Sep 21, 2013 at 6:27 AM UTC
I'm driving myself crazy...
the tape in my head
is not my friend
and has a vile...
wicked sense of humor.
It would be easier for me...
to wreath in the ugly truth
of this whole mess...
than to listen
to the evil little voice
spouting
worst case senerios.
I am stronger
than I wish to be...
more resiliant than
is even fair,
so trust that I can handle
whatever you dish out.
What I CAN"T handle...
is my self doubt and wondering
always judging ...critisizing
re-adjusting
without really knowing
....just in case
Geese....
I'm driving myself crazy
waiting for you to let me know
what it is
that I did wrong....
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