Completed Regret?

scorchd-diana Poems

Would you tell me what you've done when I was mad at you, blinded by the fault feeling betrayed, untrusted, scared to die and unable to live up my love to you? Heart of your clockwork, but shaped like some box or a ***** Would you tell me the truth of where you went if I can't but to embrace you with my empty-feeling rage imagining you leaving whichever other betrayals you dared and so weak for a smile you last meal I'm given at this end of my green mile? Where are you? What do you need? What do you want? Who are you? When was the last time you weren't gone from my life, you took my hand when I took a knife and was missing your kiss put into a white coat and shackled for life next morning you were out of sight thanks for another eternity of spite baby. Left alone,you're a ******* born by a monster with a warm cove of course I'll also **** the sole dove you are still avoiding my words and you're trembling smashing yourself with pipes and bottles planning six-hundred battles against your brain-dead cattle and can't ask your wife for five dozen and six extra lives? I'm dead, I'm a void, you pray the name of Chaos Greek word for emptiness destroyed trust, you don't understand the pain you inflict onto me you build your own prison but you want to be free? Don't make me laugh 'bout your misery! You play the fool, dream of the Empress, but should be your own card called Hopeless Distress Mistress of hurt by painlessness do you ever try to imagine what, how, why I feel? Useless? Meaningless? You guess those issues are the source of your and my stress? Who taught you to babble such nonsense? What else don't we know 'bout your brain its impulses? What my love hasn't brought? Мy efforts for order, all you sense is what you're calling a bloated, incomprehensible mess "Darling, wanna play a game and I grant you three attempts to guess?" "Babe, excuse my digress, this is a hard digest." You rob me my words in the warmest ways hold my hand through the bullets which are targeting gays is this real? You're scared, my mind is tricking me Am I ugly? Needy? Emotionally bleedy? Your pupils, terrific and massive, the only hint your soul spills 'bout the moments you want what your fate wills Rome is surrounded by seven hills you are surrounded by three grams of Ritalin pills what do you think I am seeing? You blinded me on first sight conjured this moonless night and hurt me. Finally, shut up and die! We're both waiting. You have the choice and end up blading you arms what a symbole of wicked pharms and self-harm you're crying alone and I'm crying alone crying my love with my phone by my mouth and ear and you don't feel at home? Then tell me whereever it is you wanna go please let your heart speak no shame show, no crave blow your love, not sour but sweet, not like some kind of cheese. Tell me why do I love you? Who is this ill fate I'm falling through?