Day after day you're
critiquing, pulling apart
anguishing over pointless details
You scold, you demand
your silent booming voice is ugly
never stops reverberating between my ears
Torture and twist
even after they tell me,
"You look sick"
You paint cold purple
streaks up and down my skin
You deny me time and time again
Each rib has been counted
scrutinized through my skin-
but it is never enough in your eyes
I feel insane, wishing I could
scream and shout
out of my head to drown you out
Today I love you
as you're an old friend
Tomorrow I hate you
as you put me through hell again
I've tried to silence you
yet I always give in
ending up in my own prison.
Sep 17, 2013
Sep 17, 2013 at 12:28 PM UTC
Day after day you're
critiquing, pulling apart
anguishing over pointless details
You scold, you demand
your silent booming voice is ugly
never stops reverberating between my ears
Torture and twist
even after they tell me,
"You look sick"
You paint cold purple
streaks up and down my skin
You deny me time and time again
Each rib has been counted
scrutinized through my skin-
but it is never enough in your eyes
I feel insane, wishing I could
scream and shout
out of my head to drown you out
Today I love you
as you're an old friend
Tomorrow I hate you
as you put me through hell again
I've tried to silence you
yet I always give in
ending up in my own prison.
