I’m faking it just to stay on top
of everything I’ve buried
longing
mistakes
regrets
sorrow
failure
heartbreak
****** desire
I can’t stay on top of it all like this
it slips out in waves
and when I try to let myself submerge in my emotions
I drown
and sink
deep
deep down
until that morning alarm clock rings.
Sep 4, 2022
Sep 4, 2022 at 11:21 PM UTC
I’m faking it just to stay on top
of everything I’ve buried
longing
mistakes
regrets
sorrow
failure
heartbreak
****** desire
I can’t stay on top of it all like this
it slips out in waves
and when I try to let myself submerge in my emotions
I drown
and sink
deep
deep down
until that morning alarm clock rings.
fueled by burnout, lack of intimacy and passion, and a whole bunch of things I need to talk about in therapy.
