whenever i swallowed that pill
i knew what was coming 
nothing
no smile 
no frown 
nothing but a heavy coat 
on me all day 
covering everything
everything about me 
i can't emphasize 
NOTHING
enough 
numbness
it is better to feel sadness, madness
than nothing at all 
please parents, just let me free fall 

i cannot be this nothingness ghost

tana-young

Nothing (METHADONE ADHD)

Jun 6, 2026

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bamboo-bean

it is better to feel sadness, madness
than nothing at all
please parents, just let me free fall ...

this resonates with my soul.