I feel torn in half,
there’s two of me inside my body, both who crave two completely different things
two things I still don’t know how to mange to get
the brighter side of me, she’s a crazy outgoing woman
she wants to see every peak of this world and then to do it all again twice
she wants to dance in a club with music she has never heard of but it makes her sway her hips anyway,
she wants to constantly be on the move
she wants to find people who will love her all over the world, she wants to put her feet in every ocean
she wants a lifetime to be alone and not be lonely.
then there’s a the warmer comfortable side of me, she craves to want to wake up every morning with her husband while her children jump on the bed to get in between the both of them on Saturday mornings
She wants family camping trips and weekly dinners with the love of her life
She wants to build a steady home, grow roots, something she’s never had
she wants to learn how to make all sorts of things and cook big family dinners
she wants to go to every baseball game, every ballet recital, every competition, then to go home to her kiss her husband who makes her feel alive
she wants to be in love with love again, she wants nothing more than for someone to sweep her off her feet and make a home with her
what path do I choose?
Apr 25, 2022
Apr 25, 2022 at 8:10 PM UTC
I feel torn in half,
there’s two of me inside my body, both who crave two completely different things
two things I still don’t know how to mange to get
the brighter side of me, she’s a crazy outgoing woman
she wants to see every peak of this world and then to do it all again twice
she wants to dance in a club with music she has never heard of but it makes her sway her hips anyway,
she wants to constantly be on the move
she wants to find people who will love her all over the world, she wants to put her feet in every ocean
she wants a lifetime to be alone and not be lonely.
then there’s a the warmer comfortable side of me, she craves to want to wake up every morning with her husband while her children jump on the bed to get in between the both of them on Saturday mornings
She wants family camping trips and weekly dinners with the love of her life
She wants to build a steady home, grow roots, something she’s never had
she wants to learn how to make all sorts of things and cook big family dinners
she wants to go to every baseball game, every ballet recital, every competition, then to go home to her kiss her husband who makes her feel alive
she wants to be in love with love again, she wants nothing more than for someone to sweep her off her feet and make a home with her
what path do I choose?
