I sat there and thought
I was rooted to the spot
Thinking in what ifs
If I was not there
Would anyone care
If I did not show
And I concluded
That none of them ever would
Then began to smile
I went through the day
Thinking, Smiling, about that
Until I saw her
I owed her a gift
An old promise to fulfill
And then I ran off
For I knew well, that
Should I look her in the eye
My smile would just break
For I knew the look
That I would receive from her
Of fear and worry
As she could see me
And what I truly think of
For she has seen it
Reflected on her
And that night I felt my life fade
For I had done it
I had made me fade
But a bright light, a siren
I pictured her face
And then I woke up
Sprawled in a bed, but not mine
The wound stitched shut
And again I thought
Of what she may do, Should she
Not see me again
For, she may notice
If I was never again,
To give her a hug
Sep 3, 2013
Sep 3, 2013 at 11:34 PM UTC
I sat there and thought
I was rooted to the spot
Thinking in what ifs
If I was not there
Would anyone care
If I did not show
And I concluded
That none of them ever would
Then began to smile
I went through the day
Thinking, Smiling, about that
Until I saw her
I owed her a gift
An old promise to fulfill
And then I ran off
For I knew well, that
Should I look her in the eye
My smile would just break
For I knew the look
That I would receive from her
Of fear and worry
As she could see me
And what I truly think of
For she has seen it
Reflected on her
And that night I felt my life fade
For I had done it
I had made me fade
But a bright light, a siren
I pictured her face
And then I woke up
Sprawled in a bed, but not mine
The wound stitched shut
And again I thought
Of what she may do, Should she
Not see me again
For, she may notice
If I was never again,
To give her a hug
To the love of my life, for stopping my smile, and putting it back for the right reasons. I love you more.