You shattered me into a million pieces
and I couldn't help but pick the scabs.
I didn't even know who I was when I finally left,
but I deadbolted the door and I walked away.
I walk on, with no destination in mind
but there is a treasure map with a glowing X
that says "healing."
When I call out to you,
I know what I really need
is to be validated,
understood, loved.
I now recognize
that no matter what I do,
you are not capable of giving me
what I need.
Tonight I will give myself
the compassion I tried to give to you.
Tonight I will give myself
the love I desire,
the love I deserve.
Feb 22, 2022
Feb 22, 2022 at 12:17 AM UTC
You shattered me into a million pieces
and I couldn't help but pick the scabs.
I didn't even know who I was when I finally left,
but I deadbolted the door and I walked away.
I walk on, with no destination in mind
but there is a treasure map with a glowing X
that says "healing."
When I call out to you,
I know what I really need
is to be validated,
understood, loved.
I now recognize
that no matter what I do,
you are not capable of giving me
what I need.
Tonight I will give myself
the compassion I tried to give to you.
Tonight I will give myself
the love I desire,
the love I deserve.
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