liquid
substance
rocks
substance
smoke
substance
can’t remember
substance
which substance?
abuse
abuser
abusie
abooozie
*****
abuse
fill up my cup
abuse
fill up my pipe
abuse
fill up my syringe
abuse
fill up my veins
abuse
fill up my heart til it’s beating hard enough for me to feel alive
abuse
feed the mermaid in my kneecaps with glitter liquid
abuse
any kind
abuse
to make me forget
abuse
just want to use
abuse
to make me forget the pain
when he lays hands on me
lays his own
abuse
on me
someone once told me, substance abusers are weak
face your problems head on
why do you need to see stars before you wake up
why is coke your coffee
why is whiskey your orange juice
why is **** your pancakes
and I say
if I am weak
then how come I can cling onto the clouds
perhaps, if I could live to be 1000 years old
I will have clinged to the clouds long enough for them to get sick of me
but for now, those clouds are my demons
and I’ve never loved the color red
so much
Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
liquid
substance
rocks
substance
smoke
substance
can’t remember
substance
which substance?
abuse
abuser
abusie
abooozie
*****
abuse
fill up my cup
abuse
fill up my pipe
abuse
fill up my syringe
abuse
fill up my veins
abuse
fill up my heart til it’s beating hard enough for me to feel alive
abuse
feed the mermaid in my kneecaps with glitter liquid
abuse
any kind
abuse
to make me forget
abuse
just want to use
abuse
to make me forget the pain
when he lays hands on me
lays his own
abuse
on me
someone once told me, substance abusers are weak
face your problems head on
why do you need to see stars before you wake up
why is coke your coffee
why is whiskey your orange juice
why is **** your pancakes
and I say
if I am weak
then how come I can cling onto the clouds
perhaps, if I could live to be 1000 years old
I will have clinged to the clouds long enough for them to get sick of me
but for now, those clouds are my demons
and I’ve never loved the color red
so much
