I can already feel it...
Please don't let it like before.
I need water.
I need light.
I need to know what I am doing.
I don't want to end up like before:
Vomiting my guts out,
Praying that I don't die,
Not before the flush.
I've drunk enough.
I've had enough.
Please don't let me spend
The night before the flush.
I've had enough.
God knows
I'm sorry.
Please...
I beg...
No more.
Not until the sunlight.
Not until—
Not no more.
I swear...
No more.
I swear...
No more.
Not until sunlight...
Anymore.
Dec 13, 2021
Dec 13, 2021 at 4:23 AM UTC
I can already feel it...
Please don't let it like before.
I need water.
I need light.
I need to know what I am doing.
I don't want to end up like before:
Vomiting my guts out,
Praying that I don't die,
Not before the flush.
I've drunk enough.
I've had enough.
Please don't let me spend
The night before the flush.
I've had enough.
God knows
I'm sorry.
Please...
I beg...
No more.
Not until the sunlight.
Not until—
Not no more.
I swear...
No more.
I swear...
No more.
Not until sunlight...
Anymore.
A struggle with alcohol and all it's manipulative sensations.