Tryin’ to figure this thing out
Heart flying
Straight up leaving behind
This mind of mine
Why are we moving
And to where
Why now
Why am I so detached
From the then and the now
To be alone is desired
A sense of inner peace
And yet I couldn’t even tell you
What that means
Seeking reasons for beliefs
Supreme beings to believe in me
Some chains to bind
So I can escape and say I’m free
Clinging to the cleaning
Of inner space
Restless
Endless torment
When faced with rejection
Of expectations
Innocent sentiments
Soon cemented
Into views of how the earth
Should be
Move me, stream
Fill my lungs if you must
But I hope that I may be present
So that I can open up
Done with the dissociation
Futile, now
What once saved me as a child
I’m alive
I am here
There is so much to be done
Not to neglect portals
to Being
the Way and One
Oct 3, 2021
Oct 3, 2021 at 3:38 PM UTC
Tryin’ to figure this thing out
Heart flying
Straight up leaving behind
This mind of mine
Why are we moving
And to where
Why now
Why am I so detached
From the then and the now
To be alone is desired
A sense of inner peace
And yet I couldn’t even tell you
What that means
Seeking reasons for beliefs
Supreme beings to believe in me
Some chains to bind
So I can escape and say I’m free
Clinging to the cleaning
Of inner space
Restless
Endless torment
When faced with rejection
Of expectations
Innocent sentiments
Soon cemented
Into views of how the earth
Should be
Move me, stream
Fill my lungs if you must
But I hope that I may be present
So that I can open up
Done with the dissociation
Futile, now
What once saved me as a child
I’m alive
I am here
There is so much to be done
Not to neglect portals
to Being
the Way and One
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