we used to lie awake at night
in the winter months
i kept a warm water bottle
at my feet like it was the old days on the frontier
we used to bet against freedom
and the people out there
"i bet i never make it out of here alive"
and clock the psych patients pacing
with the shards of
bathroom tiles in their hands
or make promises to it
"i'm gonna drink up all the freedom i can find out there"
"i'll snort all the dirt road dust
that the watermelon bus kicks up"
"i'm gonna mainline it directly into my vein
so much that my head gets heavy
and i swing back
and aspirate my one and only dream
and ********* into my blue jeans"
Feb 10, 2022
Feb 10, 2022 at 7:35 PM UTC
we used to lie awake at night
in the winter months
i kept a warm water bottle
at my feet like it was the old days on the frontier
we used to bet against freedom
and the people out there
"i bet i never make it out of here alive"
and clock the psych patients pacing
with the shards of
bathroom tiles in their hands
or make promises to it
"i'm gonna drink up all the freedom i can find out there"
"i'll snort all the dirt road dust
that the watermelon bus kicks up"
"i'm gonna mainline it directly into my vein
so much that my head gets heavy
and i swing back
and aspirate my one and only dream
and ********* into my blue jeans"
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