It is August
but I have your shirt pulled up to my nose
like your scent will
protect me from another bad night.
I wear it as a turtleneck
and tuck my arms inward, making a blanket.
I am so sick of
not feeling safe.
I remember asking you to use the tip
of your fingers on my
shoulderblade
caress the flesh into small waves
(You live too close to the sea to not taste
of salt)
then fabric wrinkled in a bundle.
Make me guess what the skinstrokes mean.
I am learning braille
or just how not to be alone.
I am so tired of
waiting to know what you drew
when the sun is so high
shadows can only be cast on the oceanfloor
and everything above my clothes
breathes (I love you
too much to not taste of salt).
When summer ends
maybe I will get a good night's sleep, held
by seaweed and
reading your messages out of a bottle.
Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 12:27 PM UTC
It is August
but I have your shirt pulled up to my nose
like your scent will
protect me from another bad night.
I wear it as a turtleneck
and tuck my arms inward, making a blanket.
I am so sick of
not feeling safe.
I remember asking you to use the tip
of your fingers on my
shoulderblade
caress the flesh into small waves
(You live too close to the sea to not taste
of salt)
then fabric wrinkled in a bundle.
Make me guess what the skinstrokes mean.
I am learning braille
or just how not to be alone.
I am so tired of
waiting to know what you drew
when the sun is so high
shadows can only be cast on the oceanfloor
and everything above my clothes
breathes (I love you
too much to not taste of salt).
When summer ends
maybe I will get a good night's sleep, held
by seaweed and
reading your messages out of a bottle.
