I'm split in two...
Entangled in my mind...
As Two forces Collide,
A predicament that should be so very simple
Yet far from simple is it
I know what I should do and
I know what I desire to do...
The Two... vastly different
Therefore I do not Know... What I shall do...
Out of fear? Not for myself but for you
For Dangerous things I've done
But in comparison this is beyond those
Because... it won't be me alone exposed
It's a bad idea
I can see it ending with heartache and tears
This might **** me but I know it's time to turn back the dial
I don't want to break your smile
I'm willing to sacrifice mine
And that.... That is fine...
May 1, 2021
May 1, 2021 at 8:30 PM UTC
I'm split in two...
Entangled in my mind...
As Two forces Collide,
A predicament that should be so very simple
Yet far from simple is it
I know what I should do and
I know what I desire to do...
The Two... vastly different
Therefore I do not Know... What I shall do...
Out of fear? Not for myself but for you
For Dangerous things I've done
But in comparison this is beyond those
Because... it won't be me alone exposed
It's a bad idea
I can see it ending with heartache and tears
This might **** me but I know it's time to turn back the dial
I don't want to break your smile
I'm willing to sacrifice mine
And that.... That is fine...
The last of 6 agonizing stages