i don't like myself like this
i feel useless to those around me
like a burden and a neusence.
even when he tells me he loves me,
i find reasons why he can't possibly
or give excuses in my head why he'd say such a thing.
i don't like that i tell myself all these things daily,
but i don't think i'm worth fixing my mental thoughts for.
my sensitivity lately, my anxiety, my depressed days,
i feel like a mess.
i know God uses us,
brokenness and all,
but it feels terrible.
i feel unmotivated,
undeserving of love,
a screw-up,
a burden after all.
Feb 27, 2021
Feb 27, 2021 at 9:40 PM UTC
i don't like myself like this
i feel useless to those around me
like a burden and a neusence.
even when he tells me he loves me,
i find reasons why he can't possibly
or give excuses in my head why he'd say such a thing.
i don't like that i tell myself all these things daily,
but i don't think i'm worth fixing my mental thoughts for.
my sensitivity lately, my anxiety, my depressed days,
i feel like a mess.
i know God uses us,
brokenness and all,
but it feels terrible.
i feel unmotivated,
undeserving of love,
a screw-up,
a burden after all.
