What Am I To You?

kimberly-clemens Poems

Like all days, I wonder. I wonder what you're thinking. If you're thinking of me. If that's a stupid thing to think. Like all days, I wonder. I wonder if I stop you. Stop you from whatever you're doing. Because the thought of me gave you butterflies. Like all days, I wonder. I wonder if I frustrate you. If you're frustrated that I haven't kept in touch lately. Maybe we're both too stubborn to start the conversation. Like all days, I wonder. I wonder if I make you smile. From a memory you don't want to forget. There are so many of those that you could recall. Like all days, I wonder. I wonder if I haunt you. Just as much as you've been haunting me. We're both ghosts haunting what we hope is still there. Like all days, you wonder. You wonder if I wonder about you, too. If I'm just as flustered with these thoughts as you are. Maybe we've been sharing these feelings all along. Like all days, we wonder.