in a town in which I've never been
you light a cigarette and try to smoke me out of your mind
while I sit here, my ashtray filled with pencil stubs
from trying to write my arms around you
I haven't slept since you left
I've spent my nights searching for the sun
for if I found it, I'd climb right on top
so I could be with you in the morning
but my mornings remain rivers after a storm
memories flowing by like debris
I can't reach them without falling in
so I stand and watch them go
its the watching I can't stand
watching your hand slip from mine
watching the wrong time
convince us that we can't be together
I feel helpless, hopeless
these days hold me prisoner
the hurt trying to torture remorse from my lips
but I will never regret the days I spent with you
when I was with you
you looked at me like there was no past or future, only now
you listened to me like I was Buddha preaching the Eightfold Path
you spoke to me like I was memorizing your every word, cause I was
you hugged me
you held me
you kissed me
like I’m a boy you had a crush on became I’m a boy who loves you
but here I’m a boy who misses you
as the wind blew us together,
the rain shall sweep us away
and come fall we’ll be leaves of different colors
i just want to tell you
that for how forcefully my gut protests at the thought of letting you go
I cannot hear its cries when I think of the time I spent with you
you took my heart in your hands, you broke it in and stretched it out,
and then you gave it back
here, you said,
it is ready
Jul 11, 2013
Jul 11, 2013 at 11:33 PM UTC
in a town in which I've never been
you light a cigarette and try to smoke me out of your mind
while I sit here, my ashtray filled with pencil stubs
from trying to write my arms around you
I haven't slept since you left
I've spent my nights searching for the sun
for if I found it, I'd climb right on top
so I could be with you in the morning
but my mornings remain rivers after a storm
memories flowing by like debris
I can't reach them without falling in
so I stand and watch them go
its the watching I can't stand
watching your hand slip from mine
watching the wrong time
convince us that we can't be together
I feel helpless, hopeless
these days hold me prisoner
the hurt trying to torture remorse from my lips
but I will never regret the days I spent with you
when I was with you
you looked at me like there was no past or future, only now
you listened to me like I was Buddha preaching the Eightfold Path
you spoke to me like I was memorizing your every word, cause I was
you hugged me
you held me
you kissed me
like I’m a boy you had a crush on became I’m a boy who loves you
but here I’m a boy who misses you
as the wind blew us together,
the rain shall sweep us away
and come fall we’ll be leaves of different colors
i just want to tell you
that for how forcefully my gut protests at the thought of letting you go
I cannot hear its cries when I think of the time I spent with you
you took my heart in your hands, you broke it in and stretched it out,
and then you gave it back
here, you said,
it is ready
always my legendary friend