i never wanted this
it was never my idea
i only did what you asked of me.
you closed every door i tried to open,
i tried to take us somewhere new
but every time you locked me out
then sliped me a key that doesn’t work
and in the end i got desperate
‘cause old friends screamed at me ‘let go’
i never wanted to do it
but you told me to so boldly
and watched me trembling over my words,
looking for one last answer.
you told me to end it like it was over,
like i had already done it.
please know i never asked for this
this was never my idea
i tried to salvage what you severed
and piece it back together.
and now it’s all scattered
in songs and faded scenes
and though most of me is cold and weeping
some still arranges all the parts like a puzzle
desperately
hoping
that it’s not actually forever.
Jul 11, 2013
Jul 11, 2013 at 3:02 AM UTC
i never wanted this
it was never my idea
i only did what you asked of me.
you closed every door i tried to open,
i tried to take us somewhere new
but every time you locked me out
then sliped me a key that doesn’t work
and in the end i got desperate
‘cause old friends screamed at me ‘let go’
i never wanted to do it
but you told me to so boldly
and watched me trembling over my words,
looking for one last answer.
you told me to end it like it was over,
like i had already done it.
please know i never asked for this
this was never my idea
i tried to salvage what you severed
and piece it back together.
and now it’s all scattered
in songs and faded scenes
and though most of me is cold and weeping
some still arranges all the parts like a puzzle
desperately
hoping
that it’s not actually forever.
