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I know I shouldn't have kissed those boys With the whole town standing around I didn't have much control over myself And it felt good in a way I felt unstoppable And when I saw you through the crowd There was fire inside me I hated you for what you did to me And I wanted to feel loved again So I took the stupid boys hand And I climbed up on the sidewalk And I kissed him mostly because I could And I kind of liked the attention I liked the feeling of people looking at me And thinking Isn't that the girl who always sits alone and never talks? I don’t want to be that girl anymore When I pulled my face away from his, his smirk said he wanted more But I turned and walked away Only to find another boy waiting to feel my lips That one was a mistake And I wish I hadn't kissed that second boy But I did and I felt loved again In some messed up and twisted way I hope you saw me I hope you hated it I hope you burned with jealousy I hope you wish you hadn't left me behind But I know you probably didn't.
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 11:47 AM UTC
I Wish I Didn't Like It
I know I shouldn't have kissed those boys With the whole town standing around I didn't have much control over myself And it felt good in a way I felt unstoppable And when I saw you through the crowd There was fire inside me I hated you for what you did to me And I wanted to feel loved again So I took the stupid boys hand And I climbed up on the sidewalk And I kissed him mostly because I could And I kind of liked the attention I liked the feeling of people looking at me And thinking Isn't that the girl who always sits alone and never talks? I don’t want to be that girl anymore When I pulled my face away from his, his smirk said he wanted more But I turned and walked away Only to find another boy waiting to feel my lips That one was a mistake And I wish I hadn't kissed that second boy But I did and I felt loved again In some messed up and twisted way I hope you saw me I hope you hated it I hope you burned with jealousy I hope you wish you hadn't left me behind But I know you probably didn't.
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alison-3
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 11:47 AM UTC
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