Used to punch
metal freezers,
shred my bare knuckles
on a black bag
when I didn’t feel like
wrapping my hands with
***** dishrags.
But I put those fists down,
lost the pit fire,
let those flames expire
cause I was so tired
of how that rage burned.
Simmering passed
a soft-boiled brain,
used to workout
just to dull the pain,
now I workout at night
just to feel a little more alive.
Dreams won’t let me
go to sleep gently,
or rest peacefully
but it is the waking hours
that are more disturbing.
Always been a fighter
even when
I wasn’t even
scrapping with
other slack jawed idiots.
Sometimes it is just
my own mind
that I am battling,
as my demons come
ready to swallow me.
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 10:59 AM UTC
Used to punch
metal freezers,
shred my bare knuckles
on a black bag
when I didn’t feel like
wrapping my hands with
***** dishrags.
But I put those fists down,
lost the pit fire,
let those flames expire
cause I was so tired
of how that rage burned.
Simmering passed
a soft-boiled brain,
used to workout
just to dull the pain,
now I workout at night
just to feel a little more alive.
Dreams won’t let me
go to sleep gently,
or rest peacefully
but it is the waking hours
that are more disturbing.
Always been a fighter
even when
I wasn’t even
scrapping with
other slack jawed idiots.
Sometimes it is just
my own mind
that I am battling,
as my demons come
ready to swallow me.
