if it happens tonight
Would you feel alright, feel alright with our last goodbye.
I waited for you, like I always do, we fought and I cried, you wouldn't even look me in my eyes, or kiss me goodbye, suicide....weighing heavy on my mind, if it happened tonight tell me,would you ******* feel alright, feel alright with our last goodbye, you couldn't look me in my eyes,you wouldn't kiss me goodnight, I waited for you, that's nothing new, but the way you left after I told you I was depressed, really put a hole in my chest .. all alone, noone to talk to, none to hold me,everyone sees me, but there' looking right through me, I wish they all knew everything that goes on inside my head. Tell me do you think I'm alright, do you think I'm okay, yeah, looks.can be deceiving cause I'm not alright I'm not okay. I'm tired of life I'm tired of the thoughts that run through my ******* head. I'm not alright... I'm not okay let me say it again. I'm not alright! I'm not okay! All I wanted was a friend. But instead I'm left crying in my room silently falling apart, bullet to my heart or nuse around my throat.. silently I choke. It's the end I lost all hope.
Oct 21, 2020
Oct 21, 2020 at 12:30 AM UTC
if it happens tonight
Would you feel alright, feel alright with our last goodbye.
I waited for you, like I always do, we fought and I cried, you wouldn't even look me in my eyes, or kiss me goodbye, suicide....weighing heavy on my mind, if it happened tonight tell me,would you ******* feel alright, feel alright with our last goodbye, you couldn't look me in my eyes,you wouldn't kiss me goodnight, I waited for you, that's nothing new, but the way you left after I told you I was depressed, really put a hole in my chest .. all alone, noone to talk to, none to hold me,everyone sees me, but there' looking right through me, I wish they all knew everything that goes on inside my head. Tell me do you think I'm alright, do you think I'm okay, yeah, looks.can be deceiving cause I'm not alright I'm not okay. I'm tired of life I'm tired of the thoughts that run through my ******* head. I'm not alright... I'm not okay let me say it again. I'm not alright! I'm not okay! All I wanted was a friend. But instead I'm left crying in my room silently falling apart, bullet to my heart or nuse around my throat.. silently I choke. It's the end I lost all hope.
Request permission to use this poem