Am I putting myself first?
Not enough? Too much?
i feel im going to burst .....
It took me long to learn to be selfish
and now those lessons
know no bounds and in certain times
I’m found
Being petulant
And aggressive
with my tongue.
I hate the feeling
Fighting internal bleeding
of my very soul
the one I finally told
to stand up.
As she reveals herself from the pit of neglect
she rears an ugly head
is this something I can regret?
Let it go and let her out
Learn to grow but I find out
a horror in my capabilities
Is this unlearning?
or is this
Me?
Aug 19, 2020
Aug 19, 2020 at 8:47 AM UTC
Am I putting myself first?
Not enough? Too much?
i feel im going to burst .....
It took me long to learn to be selfish
and now those lessons
know no bounds and in certain times
I’m found
Being petulant
And aggressive
with my tongue.
I hate the feeling
Fighting internal bleeding
of my very soul
the one I finally told
to stand up.
As she reveals herself from the pit of neglect
she rears an ugly head
is this something I can regret?
Let it go and let her out
Learn to grow but I find out
a horror in my capabilities
Is this unlearning?
or is this
Me?
Grow a backbone or show
the very worst of me
